Dilemma.
August 11, 2005 – 8:54 PM- I like taking my medication. It makes me feel warm. Fuzzy. Content. At peace. Gleeful. Sleepy. Optimistic. Sleepy. Full of love for everybody. Sleepy. And sleepy. I survived this summer on it. I did it. Yeah, me! The medication is a Good Thing.
- Thus, I can only wait until around 7:30 p.m. to actually take my medication. I simply start wanting to take it the instant I get home and that's about as long as I can hold out.
- After swallowing my meds, I can only hold out for an hour or so before I simply have to crawl into bed and succumb to deep sleep. Even if I have emails to respond to, homework to complete, and bills to pay.
- I inevitably wake up around 4:30 a.m.
- I've been told this is downright freakish, getting up in the “middle of the night” to get ready for work.
- I want to be hypnotized. No, that has nothing to do with any of the above.
- No, I don't know what's up with all the disjointed lists I've been posting lately, either.